On the New Road

In starting a new journey, it would be remiss not to recognize the words of those who have inspired me in the past.

"... I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes 'Awww!' What did they call such young people in Goethe's Germany?"

- Jack Kerouac, On the Road

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

ANTI-SOCIAL PERSONALITY? What, are you psycho?

OK, man..... What do YOU really know about ANTI-SOCIAL PERSONALITIES? I mean really man. Look, I'd swear like a motherfucker right now but, I DON'T need NOBODY thinking I'm a psychopath, man.

I used to respect people with MANIC-DEPRESSION a whole lot more before they started calling it BIPOLAR (N.O.S. DSM IV or whatever)...high-cycling bipolar, hypo-mania with depressive episodes - yeah, well FUCK YOU. that is a bunch of silliness, man. AND howsa' 'bout BORDERLINE PERSONALITIES? I never met no, wet-blanket borderline that ever did a nice fat LINE. Pour 'em out, chop -chp-chop and rail them baby. RAIL THEM MAN.

Anyway, what I really want to express is the value of being "Anti-Social" -- bah, hhmmph...really. To be crystal (meth) clear with you, knowing a true "Anti-Social" is rather fine, rather fine, indeed. Truly, we are the LIFE of the party...soooo fun and entertaining. You would never know that I'm a phony of emotions - as I express them so candidly and so VERY often. Attractive? Am I attractive you ask? Puh-lease!!! In some many ways, a charming personality and even extremely good=looking in a certain angle and a certain light.....

Why wouldn't you trust me? I am sooo sincere (not sacharine, mind you) and you feel a bit a love for me. No MATTER who you are, when YOU think I actually lowered my defenses and LET YOU get close to me. Women adore me and I DO find it flattering when a man can't help to hold my hand...lingering and longing...after we shake... So fine and just nice, if you understand me.....

My name is Jim Steele.....I AM "Anti-Social" and love life, since giving up ZYPREXA...I'm telling you all of this because I trust YOU and it is a love story, after all.

I have more to say, if you like to hear. No emotion, no remorse, just US having a good time.....

Regards,

Jim Steele
Posted by Jack Schaeffer at 9:43 PM

1 comments:

  1. Just as long as it is fiction...OK, I keep telling myself that it is cool as it all fiction. I just read the legal disclaimer again, and it is fine....because it is all fiction.

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